Watch me heap up what I’ve sown
I’ve been away from this for a while. I’ll go into the reasons later. But yeah, I don’t know…….
I no longer have a sense of self. I don’t know what makes me happy, or what pisses me of anymore. I’m just going on auto-pilot at this point. I have much lined up at the moment to change that fact but, something still feels…………..wrong with me.I need a place of solidarity to clear my head and sort somethings out. It doesn’t really look like that’s in my future though. Yay for me on that note.I shouldn’t write these things when I’m drunk.Fuck it.
All your useless pretentions, are weighing on my time…
I can’t seem to stick to what I start…I’m trying hard though.
But I’ve been so sleepy as of late.
Temporarily pacify this hungering…
Finished watching SAC, then work on a UI project for most of the day.
What I need, what I need is that girl there…
All. Day. Long.
This is my notebook where I write random thoughts.
To the edge, till we all get off…
Did nothing, all day.
Very drunk right now.
Pondering thoughts of polysexuality….
I have very cool eyes.
Downloaded season one of Ghost in the Shell SAC, and I’ve pretty much been working on that all day. Got a pretty good idea for a Flash UI project rolling around in my head, we’ll see how far I get with that.
That was my day.
Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic…
Scariest fucking thing on the face of planet happened today.
My back-up (and only) internet connection went down for a few hours. I took it pretty well, I’d already planned to clean today, which I did (my room and the dishes). Then spent the rest of the day watching movies (Trainspotting and Goodfellas). By time everybody came home the connection was back up so yay for that. At the moment though I’m scheming to get our connection back up and running. Think I got a winner.